The road not taken

The title seems 2 hav a connection wit me now.. Back in July.. Aku daftar masuk ke UNIKL as a student in bachelor of management & entrepreneurship. 1st sight, it was enjoyable days of 'orientasi' kat UKM. The briefing, activities, environment was good enough 4 me. I think it will b a promising start towards my new brand of study field. I can't stop smiling bila egtkn psal menari pagi2 tu. HAHA. Tarian sisua-sisua mayb akn mnghantui plajar-plajar Unikl. =D

Pengalaman bercampur ngan plajar-plajar kat sna jugak 1 yg bagus. Terasa sgt muda bila bercampur ngan diorg yg mostly over 20 years old. (bangga taik hdung masin lak) Haha. I learn how they deal wit their life b4. Seronok dpt tahu pengalaman org lain yg mayb akn mmbantu aku utk mnyesuaikn diri dgn bidang yg aku pilih ni. 4 hari kat sna akn dikategorikn sebagai 'best' utk aku. Walaupun penat, but it was fun. Utk kali pertama aku enjoy time orientasi. But everything juz change lepas aku balik umah sewa..

Wut will i hav outside the window..?

Bila aku tgk keluar dari tingkap umah tu, what a view. I juz can see KL. Wut a city. From there, i juz realise one thing; I'm not belong there. I juz can't figure out how to deal wit the environment, the people there, & most importantly, i don't noe how to live there. It was a hectic city. I dun like it. For a person like me who always prefer the relax type of environment, being thrown there could lead me to a culture shock. 

Yeah, mayb i dun brave enough to take the risk. But is it worth to take a risk if i noe it would b bad? So i decide to go home & leave all behind. I choose not to take this way, cz its not the time yet. Mayb one day i will comeback & live in big city. So for now, i decide to go on wit the other way of life...

I keep this road for the future..

A year after yesterday..

Haha.. I'm 19!!

Tak sangka, rasa cam cepat je masa 'sweet 18' aku berlalu.. Setahun lalu, banyak bnda yg aku harapkan. Adakah ia tercapai? Jap nk recall.. Erm... Ade la jgak..hehe. Tapi, most of the things still in searching or remain the same. Ape yg aku dapat or capai & bagaimana dgn angka '19' ni..? It remains unknown. HAHA

In a life, we can't always live on the expectation. Yeah, we can make wishes, we put a lot of hopes, but in the end, we juz gonna jump into the same conclusion; WE CAN'T GET EVERYTHING THAT WE WANT... So, I'm learning not to live in the past. Life must go on. No matter wut situation we are, there's no reason to say NO to continue our life. Dun regret wut u're already hav, b thankful of wut u hav achieved. I'm proud of wut i've achieved for the past 19 years. So, i juz can't wait to kick out a new year of mine, which i think is more promising & interesting. Being a 19teen, doesn't mean I'm gonna change who I am. I am I. Nothing will change.

Jika 19 tahun yg lalu aku mula melihat dunia, kini masa untuk aku melangkah dgn lebih jauh di dalam bumi ini.

My wish?

There's only one thing on my mind; to make my parent proud of me & i want to change my family life to a better side as a reward kerana mereka telah bersusah membesarkan aku sejak sekian lama.

Wut i've on 5 September 2011?

Actually, aku da sambut besday awal. Haha. 3 aribln aritu da sambut. Knpa smbut awl? Sbb e2 la ari last abg aku kat umah. So, mlm tu kiteorg decide la nk g mkn kat KFC. Lawak jugak la bila ayah aku yg da bertaun tak makan kat KFC mkn mlm tu. haha. I dun need a cake, i dun need a birthday song, wut i juz need is people who i care & love, always b wit me. It's was a great night when the whole members of family can gather to hav a nice time. Wut else did i hav on this day? of course i've my girl, ALIA. She's part of my life for a long, long time.. I love her cz she always b by my side when i need her all the time. She noe i can trust her. Thanks my dear sbb jadi seorg yg sgt penyabar dgn my attitude. Yeah, we do hav a lot series of fight between us, but nothing can deny our feeling. So, I love u & no doubt bout that. =)

In the whole, i guess, nothing to worry this coming year as long as i've the people that i need around me.

My Friends, My Girl, and of course, My Family~