In case if u're reading it...

My fault..

U ask me y i text u last nite? U noe.. sumtimes, things not always like wut we expected. Its more like sugar & salt. Never hav the same output..

To b honest, i'm more expecting u reply those 3 words rather than saying 'dun text' again.. Yeah, who am i to question ur desire. Dun worry, I'm ok wit it. I won't do such thing again cz now i noe u dun like it. My bad intention of texting u while i noe nothing will change.

I respect u when u feel like i dont. Sorry, i cant express it like wut u want. But certainly, i hav a lot of respect on u. U're one of the strongest person i've ever meet. When u say i juz miss the routine not u, mayb its true. My routine always b wit u, but not anymore. When u not here, i miss u. Because u're my routine.

This is wut i mention on the previous entry... "So basically, alone right now which i think sesuai dgn perangai aku, sikap aku, actions aku. Aku tak nak sakitkn hati org bila aku decide utk bersama. She's dont deserve to hear my harsh words. Its better to be alone rather than hurting someone i love/like." My interpretation is, i hate hurting u, so i let u go. U dun deserve to get hurt. I noe, u deserve better.

That's it.
But the last question, its pretty awful...

U said "Hav u ever love me?"

Huhhh... For sake of god, i'm speechless. I dun hav any idea on how to answer it. Its like, the story never started.. & how to hav a discussion on it if its never started? I spent part of my life loving u, but its like nothing ever happen...

Nevermine. U rite, i'm the wrong one. My bad. Sorry. T8 cre.

Bye.